Beyond this city of wild emotions
Running rampant on the concrete
Dancing passionately across the city

Eyes of curiosity
Inflamed hearts

We dream

And we are lost



The hardest thing about relationships is taking all the wear and tear and finding it in all your heart, in all your passion and effort, to mend the broken pieces that you may or may not have caused. Trying to look past insecurities and bury them with a new found trust and love for someone is a bittersweet challenge. Running on a two-way street, the blame game is openly played and it’s as if you feel like you are always swimming upstream. But, it was never made to be easy and every couple, every relationship, goes through the hardest of times. But what happens when it doesn’t just end? What if it is always hard? How do you get through it? Where do you find the hope to keep loving as you do? To keep caring as much as you did in the beginning? To have faith where there is so much doubt in the back of your mind built by the tension of time? Forcing and forcing for something to be and getting lost in the complexity. Where do we go from here? I just want to love again.

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My Deepest Fear

I keep telling myself that if I did not get sick in June, I would be on the right track finishing school and be in a more content place in my life.

But then again, here we are and plans for me remain unknown.

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