I am not your past.
I may or may not be your future.
But, I am your present, so please at least treat me like I am within your presence.
I hurt because for every moment I express to want to be treated like my feelings mean something to, I feel like I am pushed 10 steps back.
How do I learn to feel secure?
How do I learn to fight my own insecurities?
How do I grow from this?
If I am not enough physically, mentally, aesthetically, wholistically…
Why did open up even the possibility?
I don’t feel like enough.
And, I don’t feel like I’ll ever be.